Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Something Inbetween
Well, whats the point of this doesnt really have a point post. Just to show you I'm alive and suffering. Yahooo... I'm suffocating in my room and have to glue myself to the computer screen to do my online tutorials until I get eye cancer. Sigh...i wanna say so much stuff...got a load to dump out from my chest, and yet...I cant. So, here's to keeping things in until you implode like my room and then slowly dying. hahah, fuck, cant wait for the weekend. Cheers
Friday, August 17, 2007
Empty Promises
Hahah, it was funny actually, I was like 'Jog further, explore this place, cool another pond'. Then, it started getting dark and when I wanted to go back I forgot which direction I came from, and when it's dark, things dont look as familiar as it used to. So I wandered around in the dark until I reached the gate perimeter. Ended up coming out of the park at the Randwick entrance. I live in Kensington which is a bit further down from Randwick. Hahah, you can't imagine the expression on my face when I say malaysian hall while walking down the road and saying to myself 'FINALLY SOMETHING FAMILIAR!' Walked a looong way but got home eventually, took a shower and headed off to the malaysion food thingy. Cost $6 and got to eat nasigoreng, ayam, roti kosong prata thing. Had to wait awhile because the food ran out (annoyed me like hell) but in the end it was all worth it.
Sigh..yeah that's pretty much my life for the past few days. The only way I get to have fun outside of home is by jogging, I have no cash left for city trips. Looking forward to tomorrow though, I'm attending this anime convention thing. Hahah, all the cosplayers, anime skits, video games all in one place. ANyways, this isn't much of the post, its just needed to write something to get stuff off of my head. I'm really pissed now, but hey, I'm not gonna let you guys suffer through it. Heheh, I'm too nice. Leave you guys with some of the stuff I've been cooked up the past week. +d440+ out!
P.s: I hope you guys are hungry now, muahahahaha!
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Sleepiness
Monday, August 13, 2007
Tagged by Mahirah
1. Tell us your name:
Awangku Mohammad Hadee Pengiran Haji Yasfadillah. I love it during role calls and when the tutor or demonstrater of the class comes to my name and goes "uhm...uh...I cant say this". Heheh, my names so long, it has to be shortened by making it Ak Mohd Hadee Pg Haji Yasfadillah. Still long and in the last resort dey'll call me 'Ackh'! Hahah
2. Three things about yourself:
The first thing is...Hm..I'm not like other 'normal' guys...I guess, I don't do the whole football thing, hahah, what is normal? The second is....I like coffee....COFFEE IS GOOD, COFFEE IS HEAVEN, COFFEE WITH CHOCOLATE IS....*orgasm* hahahah. Third thing is...lets see, it's I like to be unique or I just hate poklens....you get the idea. XD
3. What’s in your playlist:
Let's see....I'm playing all tracks now so that mean every single piece of music you can imagine.. (except for hip hop and RnB). A lotta music I stole from Mahirah and a new song I downloaded a few minutes ago - the Simpsons theme song by Green Day. hahaha- daa daa daaa da daaa daa daa daa daa.
4. Your favourite music:
I’mma music lover too. Music from the soul always gets me...
5. Favourite guilty pleasure:
Cartoons...yeah, why do i feel guilty? Because I'm almost 19 and I'm still addicted to cartoons. Hahah, well other than that my other guilty pleasure is pigging out on Oporto burgers...Gawd dey're delicious...
6. Favourite food:
OPORTO BURGER.....NYYUUUUM SLUUUURP DROOOL....I'm hungry now...
7. Define love:
Love is like oxygen, without it we can't breathe... (Gotta love Moulin Rouge) Love is from the heart! XD
8. Define sex:
Sex, its when a man sticks his weenie into a girls burrito. Why i say burrito because it's the first thing dat popped in my head! HAHAHA
9. Any celebrity crushes?:
Hilary Duff is puuuurty.
10. The last person you hugged:
My mom at the airport....sniiiffss....I miss home now...lalalala
11. The last person you talked to:
Asqa, not talked but rather grunted at. hahaah
12. The last time you cried:
A few weeks ago..hahah, I'm a softie, fuck.
13. The last time you had sex:
*giggles*
14. The last time you made out:
In my sweet SWEEET dreams...
15. The last person you dated:
Next question pleaseee!
16. The last time you went out:
I went to Uni this morning, hahah does that count?
17. What’s on your mind now?:
who the hell writes these question?
18. What’s bothering you?:
The fact that I have a calculus test to be studying for and I'm filling out this pointless thing!
19. This year’s resolutions:
Make this year better than last year....hahaha
20. Your MSN nick“:
~ DeAd ENd + d 4 4 0 + Lost inside these thoughts of you...
21. What’s your MSN nick about?:
Pretty much self explainatory...MAN WHO WRITES THIS?
22. The people you miss the most:
I miss my family and friends back home... :(
23. Current mood:
Depends on what song is playing...hahah
24. What are you thinking?:
Wasn't there a question like this a moment ago?
25. Best childhood memory:
Playing with my toy whale boat thing in the bathtub....it made bubbles...I wonder what happened to that thing?
26. 3 of your biggest fears:
Dying unfufilled, Being forgotten, Being a dissappointment.
27. Who do you love?:
Love...is a many slendid thing... I love you...
28. 3 of the things you hate:
Read the my hates part of my blog.
29. Do you blog?:
See answer to number 28
30. Tag 5 people:
I tag you Amar-chu, I tag you Pu3-mon, I tag you Din-amon, I tag you Salwa-pokmssaur, I tag you...uh...who else blogs...uh....Nuar? Sorry man, hahahah.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
I am here...thank god...
Weekend of Birthdays
Yeah, I'm gonna be so busy for the next few weeks. But next week, all test and assignment aside, if Islamic Awareness Week in UNSW. I have the list of events (which isnt much) but malas ku scan. The gist of it is that during lunch they're gonna be free halal food...WHICH IS AWESOOME. hahah, also, as muslims, we have to show our true colours during this week, so I'm probably gonna where my baju melayu. hahah, showing off Islam and Malay culture at the same time, AWESOME.
If you can see clearly on the page of my planner above (sorry the pic quality is crap), I have a lotta stuff to complete in this weekend...which is by the end of today. But alas, I havent done much because of my complete incompetence of cleaning my room:
Anyways, yeah, that's all I wanted to post for now. sorry for the transformers bashing but yeah, I just wanted to say it. hahah, oh yeah, I decided to start spiking up my hair to prevent 'Johnny Bravo' look from resurfacing. Uweh, waddhya think. hahah
+d440+ out
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Blah yur Promises!
MMm...nummy. My first Savoury Pancake, all freakin homemade bebeh! Hahahha, it's not as good as Pancakes on the Rocks buut....yeah, it's ok. I'm full and satisfied so that must mean something, hehhe. I noe, I dunt' normally post up food on my blog, well thats because I rarely cook and come up with anything decent, thank god for my flatmate without whom I would starve to death. hahah, also put that up because my posts looks so empty without pretty piccys. Well, I hope u like looking at that pic, I hope you get hungry, I hope you start drooling and your saliva drops on the keyboard causeing your computer to malfunction and blow up. BWAHAHAHHAHAH
Anyways, yeah I wasn't suppose to post today, didnt think I would have the time or mood but yeah 'magically' I feel like it now. Uweh, dat's me, I made these promises to myself and I keep breaking them. hahha, I already missed my first tutorial because I was too freakin tired. Yeah2, i made a goal and what not, but blah, as usual, promises are broken. I'll try again though as that's what I can at least do and what I've been doing. I promised myself I wouldn't have these 'feelings' again but GUESS WHAT? I did!!! hahha, yeah Hadee, you said you'd move on from these foolishness but, nooo, you just had to lower yourself down to that level again. fack you!
Gawd, I'm arguing with myself, not a good sign. Telling myself to fack off is clearly not very healthy...wait...with proper protection...yeah, its still not healthy. heheh. Ok, got to clear my head now...hm... what do I want to do. I want to rip that guy's fuckin head off, but, I sadly I cant. hahah, moving on, yeah, I have to study, it'll distract me from feeling like a complete arse. Today and last night was an off day..and night..for me. Hopefully things will get back on track. I PROMISE!
+d440+ out!
Monday, August 06, 2007
A different side of things
Mommy yg bmuscle, May Allah bless u with long life and a good year this year!
It's moment like these where I treasure being the youngest. Anyways, yeah, this is prob gonna be a short post and as I'm so freakin tired now. Hahah, 4 hours lecture plus 2 hours lab non stop, and I have to do my Calculus Tutorial in before tomorow, so after maghrib, I'm gonna take a nap. A looooong nap, then I'll prob get hung up on coffee and stay up all night, yay! And tomorow, I'll go to Uni lookin like a freakin zombie. Huraaaah!
Posting...I'm posting to say, weekdays I'm prob gonna be busy and leave these dabs of annoying little posts everyonce in a while. If, I have the mood, I'll also start ranting about something. Right now? Well, at first you thought that you knew this person and yeah u look up to them and when u finally get to know them...blabalbal, yeah shit happens, dont judge people before u get to know them but all I want to say now it this. Don't think you're better than anyone else, cuz HELL YOU'RE NOT, and you stuck up in your self rightious attitude and snob pride isnt a desirable trait in a person. No one is better than no one. I dunt think I'm better or worse than you, cuz we're all freakin human right! People with these attitudes just piss me off so much. Yeah, I feel sorry for them, and I try to side for them and help them with their battles but in the end, YOU'RE ALL THE FREAKIN SAME. hahahha, fuck you fuckers!
uweh, dat felt good. now I'm gonna take a nap and wake up with a huge headache! Ciao
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Bleed It Out Video
Awesomeness! The New Linkin Park Video for the song BLEED IT OUT from their album Minutes to Midnight which was released....wow a few days ago. Not quite what I expected from them...well their new album was also quite unexpected. Oh well, different or not, they're still Linkin Park, and they ROCK!!! yEAH!
P.s: Chester is Humping his Microphone, and Mike looks lame! (Sorry Mahirah, bwahahah)
The forgotten post...
Wow...looks like I did type up a post while I was back home, just found it in my draft pages. Hahah, I thought I deleted it. Well, it's incomplete, but it'll do nicely for a quick read. Heheh:
Brunei BreakWow..I totally like got u guys. Hahahha, loved the expression on your faces when I arrived on your doorsteps unannounced. As the mastercard advert would say "priceless". hahha
The last post before this was true btw, it wasnt exactly lying, just twistedly written. I did part ways at the airport with my sydney buddies, we parted ways because I sat in business class (thank you RBA staff privelages) and they all sat in economy class...at the back. hahahah, when i told them my boarding pass seating was at row 9, they were all like screaming and wailing at me. turns out they all sat at row 50's near the end of the plane. row 9 and row 50....dats a big diff. XD
When we reached brunei, my skin felt like it was boiling. hahah, so daymn panas! This thing I've nearly forgotten formed at my skin. turned out to be sweat. hahah. But, it felt good to be home, just waking up to look out the window of the plane and see the bruneian scenery welded up a great feeling inside.
And....that's the end of it...not much right? Hahah, but its from the heart bebeh! +d440+ OUT!!!
Friday, August 03, 2007
Keeping Ahead of Yourself
YEAH! Gonna be a nerd this time round. Well, I have no choice. Fooled around last semester and look where it got me; 2 passes, 1 credit and only 1 freakin High Distinction. Have to be like the others....real smart, which as of now, looks like a long way to go. Hell if there was one advantage of feeling so insignificant and low is that if gives you A HUGE ADRENALINE RUSH to be better and improve yourself constantly. I feel like watching Naruto now. hahahah
+d440+ out!!!
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
A new dawn starts...again...
Mahirah, Pembinian fidz and our boat driver guy(he managed to withstand my annoying kg ayer tour speech! XD).
Well, after an enjoyable holiday, I was back home in Sydney. Time flies so fast and now its already back to school...I mean UNI...XD. Anyways, I would have posted sooner being back in sydney and all but I was kinda in a start everything fresh mode, so I wanted to make a new skin and layout for this blog. As you might have noticed, for the past few weeks, my layout and skin kept changing, heheh and I finally settled on this one. You guys like it? I would put a poll up like last time but unlike before, I'm using custom code now and lastime the poll was a blogger poll only available if I'm using a blogger template. BTW, 2 people voted for Hadee is a genious in the last poll. Hahah
Anyways, it's been i think two weeks....three weeks, i've been home in Sydney and yeah, I've been doing a lot of stuff. Arrived on a thursday 19th JULY, spent the next few days sleeping and unpacking (my binka susu escaped quarantine check at the airport, AWESOME!). Saturday 21st July, woke up late, realised it was the day the new harry potter book 7 (Harry potter and the Deathly hallows) launched. Only arrived at the bookstore in the late afternoon. Missed out on the harry potter fanatics and the people in costumes and stuff. Huuurh, but owh well, at least I got my preordered book....and a free owl too! muahahah.
The 7th book has got to be the best one by far. SO MUCH PEOPLE DIES IN THIS FREAKIN THING! Hahah, finished reading in just a few days. Gawd, I annoyed my friends (who are slow readers) so much the next few weeks by hinting the spoilers. heheh, I love how everything ties up in this book, just dissappointed by the climax and ending. I won't say much more, don't wanna spoil it for u guys, haha! Well, can't wait till this one becomes a movie...how long will that be? Two years? Well worth the wait! More time for the actors to brush up on their acting, and please PLEASE let's hope they get a new albus Dumbledore for this last movie. I hope M.Night Shyamalan (director of sixth sense) directs this one. It was rumoured that he will and I hope he does, cuz I love his movies. hahahah.
What else have I been doing? hmm....OH YEAH! I went to the Aroma Festival at the rocks! This was on a Sunday 22nd of July, the day after the harry potter book launch. Here are some pictures to guide you through:
Your tastebuds..well...your wallet will excite over the many types of coffee there is to offer at a low price!
AROMA festival also offers a variety of foods as shown here by our wannabee model Fiqah. I forgot what this one was called, its made up of veggies and cost AUD$10 a plate. GAWD, SYDNEY IS EXPENSIVE...but the food is so gooood...nyum..
As I've said, the AROMA festival has many things to offer and people will do anything to attract customers. Bellydancers are aplenty to get you to buy their turkish delights. This one, sorry to say is BUTT UGLY! hahah
Well, not all good things come in colourful half naked packaging. Why I found this pretty decently dressed lady in the next stall. OMG, SHE SMILED AT ME! *melts*
Yeah, the aroma festival was great, even got myself a few soveniers...a mug, a shirt and a bag. Forgot to take pictures of the stuff, heheh. Hopefully I'll get to go again next year. Well the Aroma festival was the last of my enjoyment for the winter break, next day begins the new semester of my course. So the next few weeks were quite hectic and busy. At first, I was excited with the new stuff I'm about to learn (GEEK ALERT) and most of my lecturers were better than the last semester. But as it turns out, most of my lectures are in upper campus so walking up there from my place is quite tiring and though the lecturers are funny, the subjects are much MUCH DULLER THAN EVER. No wonder they try to be funny, it's to help distract us from the boringness. GEOLOGY AND COMPUTING are one of the most boring-est ness things ever. hahah, even now hilang semangat after awhile.
Well, luckily, there were a few things to keep me from turning into a drone zombie thing with nothing else on his mind but study. On the 25th we celebrated my friend Izah's 20th birthday. We surprised her at her apartment with cake and pizza. And fortunately for her, I am one of the few anime and game freak Bruneians around so I got her, as a birthday present, a ticket to an Anime Video Game Orchestra concert. It's called the EMINENCE DESTINY REUNION concert where musicians play some of the famous anime and game music (NERD ALERT). It was awesome, even though it wasnt a full orchestra (it was a piano quintet; one piano, two violins, a viola and a violoncello), the musicians played with such enthusiasm and its cool to hear these kind of things life. What was even cooler was the fact that I preordered these tickets and didn't know what our seating was. Turns out I got balcony seats which were up front above the stage, ONE OF THE BEST SEATS IN THE PLACE. hahhaha, we got to cut the long queue as not many people got the balcony seats. I had fun and so did Izah (SHE BETTER CUZ THOSE TICKETS WERE EXPENSIVE!)
Souveniers from the concert, got this shirt and asked for their autographs. This is now hanging in my room. Hahah, guess I'll never get to wear it now...
That was a fun night, hopefully I can get tickets to the anime expo at the UNI. Kind of broke right now, just spend a wad of cash on getting a new desk and bookshelf. Need them for studying which I should be doing now. Hahah, gonna try to keep this blog updated now and then. I'm trying to make videos but can never seem to finish them. heheh, see you guys soon. Congrats to all you guys who masuk UBD and good luck to everyone on their future endeavors. +d440+ OUT!
P.s: The song playing is called the Sore Feet Song by Ally Kerr from the anime Mushimi. It's an awesome anime! hahahah