Monday, September 06, 2010

Last Days of Ramadhan


Still got less than a week left, I started back my nasty habit of smoking. To all those who haven't figured it out yet, yeah, I'm a smoker. I'm not proud of it, it's unhealthy, it stinks up my breath, and its a huge waste of money. I'm not a public smoker as well, I usually smoke alone, I don't find it cool. It's my quickfix stress reliever when I have too much things on my mind. I'm not one of those heavy smokers to say, I just have my smoking periods and then I will stop indefinitely until the urge suddenly appears.

Why am I picking now to openly admit it here? Well, this is the first steps of many to help encourage me to 'HONESTLY' blog my thoughts and feelings without worrying too much about what people will think. Looking back at my last few posts, its been too cryptic and censored and I just wanted to change that. =)