Insignificant

The first time, I tried to do it, I couldn't, I gave up...

The second time, I tried again, I failed again, I gave up...

Hundreth time, just gave up...

Look at those words, and you'll see me and this stupid situation I put myself in. Time wasted, all this fucked up time I wasted just trying something I can't do. It drains me inside, and I just wanna crawl into a hole and dissappear. You make me feel insignificant and it kills me...

Fuck...