AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER!!!!

Booya, the teaser finally came out and its looking great. The music is dead on with the series. M.Night is gonna do a great job adapting this!

Three more!

3 more xams and I'm freeeee!!!! BOOOOYAAAAA

Pocohontas is hot

To the disney fans out there, found this on my daily youtube procrastination cycle. The original ending for pocohontas animated movie. Pretty cool, and wondered what it would look like if they actually kept it in the original release.

Oh and yeah, i think she's hot. The hottest disney character ever... Angelina Jolie's lips.. I wanna bite it. hahahah

Dearly Beloved

Man.. watching this guy play is so inspiring..




Ada feel wah ya main atu! Wish I could buy a piano and learn to play but its waaay too expensive. Me and my friend stumbled upon a music instrument shop while wandering around Pitt street yesterday. It was huge shop filled with classical and modern instruments. Hearing all the other customers testing it out those instruments was really cool.

We went to the grand piano section and looking at the price for one is like... *dies*

Beauty costs ya I guess. hahah

It's GEO...got it memorized?

I am a lover of geography, but I am not a lover of Petroleum Geography.... I can't tell you how much I despise this course. It's not because of the content, there is some interesting stuff in there, but if you have a sucky lecturer and an even suckier assessment system, you'll feel the same hatred I am feeling. HE expects us to memorize all that and write them out in less than two hours. It's a fucking joke.

Ah well... just can't wait for this to be over so I can get back to studying the more important stuff. Wish me luck you guys.

Assalamualaikum

Getting my head around

It's late at night... I've been neglecting my studies as usual. Some habits die hard I guess no matter how hard I try to change myself. I just watched the season finale of Ugly Betty, and man... I actually turned the tube on to cheer myself up with some laughs but it ended up with me feeling more down. Season finale was a tear jerker... no I didn't cry, but that last episode hit so many emotional strings, close to the heart, I just felt so... blah...

It was all about changes, making tough decisions, the people you love and the life you choose for yourself. First of all habits die hard, and I get into this rut where I spiral into this place where I know I shouldnt be. Yeah, you heard this all before and I'm repeating myself. I still never did find my even footing. The state I'm in now, all the footholds have eroded off and I keep slipping of the edge. Methaphors... poetic ain't it?

I'm not really sure what I wanted to say here. I'm a jackass... I'm fucked up loser who doesn't deserve shit. I"m surrounded by all these people but I just feel so worthless around them all, I still feel so alone in the end. I don't know if I'm angry at you or myself. I keep hoping, I end up with nothing and the cycle repeats it self. I changed myself to be better with no success and still end up pushing everyone away.

Ugh...my brain hurts...

Gift of The Sun - Another Day

The beauty of study period, including my lack of commitment to actually study during study period, is the amount of free time I gain. Getting so much free time is usually quite a shock for me, especially after such a busy semester, that I get overwhelmed by it. Overwhelmed by free time you ask? Yes, I get overwhelmed to such an extent, I end up doing nothing because I spend most of the time contemplating what to do.



Yeah I'm a weirdo, but I did manage to get one thing done, and it's one of my works for my comic - Gift of the Sun:

Click on the picture to see full view. It turned out so much different than I initially planned, well that's what happens with most of my plans anyway. I hate it when that happens, that's why I rather do things spontaneously which can be annoying to some people but is more enjoyable and fufilling. Today, my spontaneous activity will be actually showering (first time in two days) and go to the library and study. Not exactly spontaneous and fun but.... well, at least I'm doing something today.

Exams are still my top priority, gotta do something right this time. Assalamualaikum

*edit*

Guess my fullview of the picture isn't working, lol. Just click on my deviantart button on the below right to view it. Owh yeah, also forgot to tell you about these set of videos:

Really beautiful work if you ask me. This guy uses sounds and clips from the movie and mixes them. REally creative and it really sounds so magical. Listening to his clips the whole time I was drawing and painting. Check it out ayte!

One down!

Booya, one down. Celebrate with overpriced chicken in chili that wasnt that nice. XD

First Xam

GEOS xam in an 40 mins, gwaaa

Winter supplies

My very large care package finally arrived today. Snacks and underwear. Thanks ma, love you all so much. <3

Super sandwich

Kes malas masak.

I am destroying myself...

I shouldn't take second chances so lightly...
I am ungrateful...

I never learn from old mistakes...
I am jealous...

I avoid seeing my true self...
I am scared...

I think too much
I am destroying myself