There's yesterday and there's today.

For the past month, I've been dreading the end of the semester. Not because of the exams, but because of the fact that all my friends will be going home for summer. I was dreading the fact that I was going to be alone repeating a subject which I should have passed the first time round. At first I tried to be as optimistic as possible, but when the day came, I just broke down. I just felt empty and hated myself. Saying goodbye was so hard for me. They'll be working and back home, while I'll be stuck here alone studying maths...ugh

But...that was yesterday...and this is today... and I feel much better today. Little words, little gestures can mean so much to me and I thank you for it. I was too depressed to upload photos and blog but I think I got the mood to do it. Not now, because I don't have my camera and wire, but soon. For now, I'll just post this:

TAGGED by PU3 AND AMAL PINKY

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture

3. Post that picture with no editing

4.Post these instruction with your picture

5. Tag 5 people to do this

I tag: Arif, Maasitaa, Shane, Wani and Kuching.

Aite...thats it for now... yesh, bida gambar ku. haahah, miss you guys. And those in Brunei, HAV FUN! XD

This song... caught me the moment i heard it. It was in the new Tomb Raider Underworld game launch trailer. It sounds so familiar... its sounds like the song satine sings in moulin rouge right after she finds out she is going to die. The lyrics also seem similar to a track in the Animatrix soundtrack that I listened to relentlessly when I was in Highschool.  I think it was when the world ends by Dave Matthews band or something. I'm not sure, but the fact is, I'm loving this song right now.

Disturbia

Rihanna....words cannot describe her.....I love her....I want to make sweet slow love to her....The moment she came on stage I was mesmerized...she drew me and caught me hook and sinker. Marry me...have kids with me.... make me ur toy boy...I don't care.... hahahah

bam bam be dum bam bam be bum dum...oh, and I hate Chris Brown.

This was so worth that $150. Thanks Nisah!

 

Heh2, would love to post more, but top priority now is my Final Exam, Petrophysics.

Burning the midnight oil....AGAIN!

Is it about saying the right thing?

Blogging is pretty much one of the 'in' things right now. It's one of the things on the list, up there with facebooking, myspace, friendster and all that crap. Yes, I admit I do get caught up with trying to be part of the crowd and trying to do what everyone tells me to do. So do I blog with the knowledge that people are going to read it? Well of course I do, that's the whole point of blogging. The point I'm trying to make is that I started blogging because I wanted to share my thoughts with the world, my perception of it. What I notice now is a growing epidemic of copycats, show-offs and pointless unproductive rantings. 

I am part of this, and that's the reason I am trying to rectify it. I have got to stop worrying about what I am going to say. There are some people out there who agrees with me but at the same time still bitch about it and blaming it on the cruel and stupid the world. Whole lot of hypocrites out there, and there are only a few blogs out there which have a worthy read. Starting fresh and being true. I don't know if I'm right, and I admit that I can be wrong at some points. That is why everyday, I try and be a better person for the world and myself. 

ADuuh...

Sakit leer kepaler I...... :(

You are an idiot... blaming it on everyone else doesnt make it right...