Semungkinnya...

Its a Monday. A start of a new week, new resolutions, and new ways to break them. So lets go through some of the things I tell myself I'd do:

- Eat healthier
- Exercise everyday
- Be more confident
- Finish something you start

And here's what's happened so far:
- Protein/sweet bar for breakfast, looking good but oh,  had  fried rice with roasted chicken for lunch. Really trying my best to cut rice out of my diet but hey.. .its my staple food.  1 strike so its toast and oatmeal tonight.

- frisbee Frisbee Frisbee! OK. .got SOME exercise but my stamina's shit.

- and here's my downfall, missed lots of throws, tripped and miss alotta catches. Then im playing with all these young fit guys. Then I start thinking about how Im not all of the above and I just go to this dark dark place. Sometimes i just wish i could switch off but here I am...blogging...ugh

- So this applies to the points above. Keep setting goals and keep at it. My heads out of the pit after typing a few lines in, so maybe blogging is a good outlet. I didnt do that bad but i didnt do great either today. Tomorrows another day.

so what was the point of this? Just me feeling sorry for myself and then feeling better. Cycle of self loathing. yay!

Breath of Life

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I was looking for a breath of life
For a little touch of heavenly light
But all the choirs in my head say, no oh oh

To get a dream of life again
A little vision of the sight at the end
But all the choirs in my head say, no oh oh

But I would need one more touch
Another taste of heavenly rush
And I believe, I believe it so oh oh oh

And I would need one more touch
Another taste of heavenly rush
And I believe, I believe it so oh oh oh

Who's side am I on? Who's side am I?
Who's side am I on? Who's side am I?
Who's side am I on? Who's side am I?

And the feel of it rushes through me
From my heart down to my legs
But the room is so quiet, oh oh oh

And although I wasn't losing my mind
It was a call that was so sublime
But the room is so quiet, oh oh oh

I was looking for a breath of life
A little touch of heavenly light
But all the choirs in my head say, no oh oh

To get a dream of life again
A little vision of the sight at the end
But all the choirs in my head say, no oh oh

[Instrumental]

It's a harder way and it's come to claim her
And I always say, We should be together
I can see the look, because this song has began
And if you are gone, I will not be long (Be long, be long, be long)

And I started to hear it again but this time it wasn't the end
And the room is so quiet, oh oh oh

And my heart is a hollow plain
For the devil to dance again
And the room is too quiet

I was looking for the breath of a life
A little touch of a heavenly life
But all the choirs in my head say no, oh oh