Stress-induced madness

Who would have thought that by merely changing the number of weeks in a semester from 14 weeks to 12 weeks can have such a profound affect. I mean, when I heard about it last year, I just shrugged it off, whats the big deal? Well, I've hit a wall. Seriously, I feel like I just was running so fast and bashed my head into it. Now I cant do anything right. I'm still trying to catch my breath and no matter how hard I try, I'll still drift off and zone out.

Its been 6 weeks, half of the semester is gone. The stress has built to a max and is visible on everyone. A few weeks ago, I burst a vein on my eye. I thought it was the experimental contact lens I was wearing, it turned out it was stressed induced. I walked around with a bloody eye for a few days. A few of my friends have already broke down and started bawling. Another friend, which I actually found quite funny, had a twitch in her eye that appeared out of nowhere and didnt stop for days.

I have this pain in my stomach, I don't know if its constipation or the runs but hell, its been bothering me for the past 3-4 effin days. I cant concentrate, I cant pick up a book and read it for more than 5-10 minutes. I can't sit on a chair and write no matter how hard I try. I have a midessions tests in next week and load of assignments due which I am making absolutely little or no progress on. I'm not even panicking, I want to panic, because if I panic, I'll do my work. I think I've gone a little funny in the head. I gonna gulp down some panadol and stomach pain pills to see if that'll have any affect. Sigh... I dont want to give up seriously. I just don't know what to do anymore. Hopefully, I'll be back to normal. My apologies to all affected. I'll try my best not to get in the way.

Quickie

A quick post for consistency. heheh, yup, so effin busy ryte now, loads of assignments due and test to study for next week. The work never seems to end. Gnyeh, not complainin, just realised half the semester has already gone by, which means winter break is not so far away. And I'll alwez have the weekend to look forward to. hahah, here are some pictures on what I've been up to, will be back soon guys. Cheers

Evolution

I thought today was gonna be one of those days. I woke up a tad late, missing my CEIC lecture (not much of a loss though). It was another cold day with a dash of wetness thus I was walking around with wet socks for awhile which didnt help my mood one bit. Made it to Reservoir Engineering lecture. I don't hate it, but its not one of those lectures I look forward to. Endured almost three hours of listening and jotting down notes and finally headed home. At the last minute, I remembered that 'someone' has been bitching about getting a mop, so I headed to Coles to get one along with some eggs because for some reason I wanted to eat scrambled eggs at that moment...go figure.

So I left coles carrying a bucket, mop, cleaning liquid and eggs and also with my wallet a little lighter. The sky was still grey, the weather was still cold, and I was still in those 'I dont give a and.....walked some more...till I finally reached my street. A bus pulls up as usual a few meters away from my place. And lo and behold, my landlady steps out with a bunch of shopping bags. I didnt realise it was her, as I was walking behind her. Only realised it was her when she stopped at our house. She turned, surprised to see me, and greeted me. I greeeted her back and after some idle chatter, she pointed out that a package arrived and she left it at my door. My mood brightened considerably cause I definately knew it was my ebay order.





The evolution of drawing.... MY HAND IS COMPLEEETE!